Currently Playing Permission to Land By Darkness 4. I Believe In A Thing Called Love see related

hansel.  so hot right now.

Currently Reading The Resurgence of the Real: Body, Nature, and Place in a Hypermodern World By Charlene Spretnak see related

current mood: contemplative

as summer has liberated me from the bonds of school, i find my mind too is released from its former constant occupation of nursing classes. i allow my mind to wander frequently now-a-days, with no boundries as to what it may stumble upon. however, thoughts as you well may know can be dangerous things if allowed to roam without limits. they can bring peace or chaos, or sometimes both at the same time...if that is possible. as in the words of the immortal mikee goodman i feel sometimes:

Clinging on to any piece of mind
That elevates me beyond those thoughts

what is life? who knows? i suppose its meaning changes as we change. it certainly cannot mean the same to me now as it did when i was running around half naked in a diaper looking for another toy to bang on the floor. a dangerous question can lead to a dangerous answer. and what if, perchance, the dangerous answer was correct? the fear of danger will keep that answer locked up for now. maybe at a later date, a roaming mind will supply the question to unlock the box. a scary thought indeed, and who wants to be afraid?

is everyone crazy? or is it just me?
is everyone crazy? or is it just you?
is everyone crazy? it depends on your definition of crazy
i suppose, different people have different definitions.

the sun is setting on another version of latino booty mix. the horizon glows gold in the approaching of another perfect dusk of a warm spring evening. the answers to all of the questions are somewhere out there. hidden somewhere from my searching thoughts. laying in my hands at one moment and vanishing as a mist when i try to capture them. i'll get a hold of them one of these times. until then...i will wander restlessly, looking for that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

be careful when stretching your mind, you might pull something.

Currently Reading SHE'S COME UNDONE By Wally Lamb see related

current mood: distressed and something between angry, sad, depressed and frustrated

so i know it's been forever, but i've been so busy lately.  had a lot on my mind also... i needed some time to think over.... everything....  just so much in life.  so much to do, so much to figure out....  i think it is true, that people are like teabags - you find out what is inside of them when they are in hot water.  i've found out so much about people in the last few months - been thru so many struggles, so much drama...  *thoughtfully wrinkles her nose* and of course, school - *sigh*  i've been trying to just get by, from test to test, paper to paper.  we've had a significant amount of group work lately, which is frustrating beyond belief.  do professors not understand that one person ALWAYS ends up doing ALL the work?  that this happens regardless of making us evaluate each other?  and that this person is ALWAYS me, because i actually care about the work? seriously, i wonder about the future of our health care - some of the girls i go to school with....   and of course, i'm sick on top of it all.... i hate being sick, i think it is the WORST thing ever....  even sitting at the computer is starting to hurt my shoulder. i have a window of x amount of time before i have to find a better position. of course, the best seems to be some variation of me being supine.  it's difficult enough to get everything accomplished, but when all i feel like is crawling into bed and sleeping for ten years, it makes it a bit harder to get ready for my tests and do three other people's work as well as my own. i'm having difficulty disgusing the bitterness and despair gnawing at my soul.... but alas, on everyone's life a little rain must fall. 

Currently Watching Legally Blonde 2 - Red, White & Blonde (Special Edition) By Reese Witherspoon, Sally Field, Bob Newhart see related

i want these pants sssoOoOoOoO baddd!! [ the pants!! ]. they look soo WOW!...and comfy!